Still nervous every time even though ive done this a handful of times now. is that supposed to fade eventually or is something wrong with me for still feeling that way.
For a lot of people some baseline awareness or respect for it doesnt fully disappear, and honestly thats probably a good thing, not somthing *something to try to force away
mine went from full on nervous to just mildly alert over time. not gone completely, more like it settled into feeling normal-but-aware
Think its fine either way honestly, some people just stay a bit careful about it long term and and thats not a problem.
Worth noting that staying generally attentive to how your body responds each time isn't something to try to override. ongoing awareness is more appropriate here than complacency would be.